"This Darkness"

Yo, yo, yo! It's your girl HSS here! I just wrote a song. I was halfway through the first stanza, when I thought, "Oh, shoot! I should write this down!" So I grabbed a binder paper, clipboard, and a pen, and came up with this:

You don't know
'Cause I tell you nothing
I get depressed and lonely, too
Just like normal people do
You see my smile
But do you see it fading
Yeah, I thought so

I shouldn't keep it from you
Why I do, I don't know
'Cause I'm not perfect
Like you build me up to be

Save me
Save me
Save me from this darkness
The chaos
I'm living it
Get me out of this mess, please
I love you
Then I hate you
I don't know what to do
So find me
And save me
Save me from this darkness

You don't know who you are
Bet you'd pass it off
'Cause I never complained
When you played games
No
I try to be nice
Why are the nice always mistreated?
Yeah, I thought so

I shouldn't keep it from you
Why I do, I don't know
'Cause I'm not perfect
Like you build me up to be

Save me
Save me
Save me from this darkness
The chaos
I'm living it
Get me out of this mess, please
I love you
Then I hate you
I don't know what to do
So find me
And save me
Save me from this darkness

If I could turn back the hands of time
If I could wish every wish of mine
If I could say everything was fine
I wouldn't do it
Everything I know is so confusing
Tell me how to connect the dots
Tell me
Tell me
Or is it a mystery?

I shouldn't keep it from you
Why I do, I don't know
'Cause I'm not perfect
Like you build me up to be

Save me
Save me
Save me from this darkness
The chaos
I'm living it
Get me out of this mess, please
I love you
Oh, I love you
I think I know what I should do
You found me
You saved me
You saved me from this darkness
You saved me from
You saved me from
Now I can see all the fireworks
Now I can see clearly
Look, I can be my self again
That's all I ever wanted to be

Bloody Mary: Continued!

I just did the most genius/evil thing ever. Who HSS keeps calling "Charles," is really Jason.
Anyways, Jason brought HSS into a bathroom, and started doing the Bloody Mary thing.
HSS screamed, ran out, than freaked.

Jason needed to go wash his hands in the bathroom again, but was too scared. I suggested I come with him.
He turned the water on.
I closed the door.
I turned the lights off.
I said, "Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary, B--."

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!"
Jason screamed.
Like, totally, full on screamed.
A high pitched sound.

Evil/genius right?

Bloody Mary Part 2

Ugh...Why did I tell IIU and Charles about Bloody Mary?! Now they keep going into the dark bathroom with a mirror! They turn around saying, "bloody Mary, Bloody Mary." They're also partially scared, thanks to me. We had to close the closet, because it was dark. Then they came into my room saying, "Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary," while turning around. Why did I scream?!

I don't exactly like the tradition of telling ghost stories late at night at camp. Like, seriously, we need to sleep! I mean, it may be fine for some people, but I was little. =D

Yes, I Watch TV

Today, I was talking to a couple of my classmates. They asked me if I watched TV. They were genuinely surprised when I said yes.

Yes, I watch a ton of shows, so I can't list them all here. But what I can tell you is that TV is underrated. Look, I've learned so much from shows—that aren't even purposefully educational—that it's not even funny! Don't most shows have those really smart people? And they always day stuff that doesn't make sense, but sometimes they break it down. Either that, or it's simple things, such as a Spanish teacher going over vocab words with the class. But TV is educational. TV has saved lives.

Of course, TV isn't the only thing out there. Hang out with your friends. Spend time with family. Read a book. Be productive, that's all I ask.

Hasta la vista! =D

School

Today was the first day of school. It was AWESOME!! I was soooooooooooooooo nexcited (nervous and excited)! I don't have any classes with IIU, but it's all good, right? =D

Running

Okay, like a lot of you out there, running two miles isn't exactly my idea of fun. I have some friends who do like running, but I'm not like that.

However, when I'm done running, I feel great! Tired, but it's always worth it. When I'm going to run [in PE], I'm like, "WHY?!" While I'm running: "WHY?!" When I'm done: "YES!!"

Well, wish me luck! ;)



But you should know something: nobody's perfect. Almost everyone gets bad grades, whether your idea of a "bad grade" is an A- of an F. Straight-A students don't always get A's for every single assignment. Try to embarrass me, see if I care.

Like water off a duck's back. =D

School's Starting Soon!

I'm so nervous and excited at the same time! It'll be fun!

This reminds me of the song "Butterflies" by Alana Lee Hamilton.

But carpe diem (Click here for Phineas and Ferb's "Carpe Diem")! Summer isn't forever, but it isn't over yet. It'll come back in a year...and it's hard to wait that long! Seize the day, you crazy kids ("Crazy Kids" by Ke$ha)! Carpe diem! =D

LOL

For all you Directioners (One Direction fans) who happen to be nerds (that's a good thing!):

Potassium + Iodine + 2 parts Sulfur + Uranium = KISS U

Click here for the music video for "Kiss U" by One Direction.

I'm not obsessed with 1D or anything, but I like their music. They're a good band!


Oh, and my dream from last night: I was in this glee club on wheels, and we were going to a competition (either in India or France, maybe both). We had sparkly outfits. At first, I accidentally missed the first bus/boat, then purposefully the next one. I finally boarded the third bus/boat, where I met new people. I think we rocked, but I don't remember as much of it anymore. It's easier to preserve dreams when it's not you who had them. I still remember a couple dreams that IIU told me about. =D

PS-One of the songs that was in my dream was "Glad You Came" by the Wanted.

PPS-We got back on the bus, and sang "Happy Birthday" to my friend (who was sitting on the seats, totally unsafe), even though his b-day was a few months ago. The bus looked like the one in "Gangnam Style" by PSY, but longer.

Marathon

My dream from last night had many components...most of which I've forgotten about, but the main idea was that I was running a marathon (and away from a criminal).

Yep, I ran a marathon! ;) It was easy, really, because it was a dream.

A few of my friends like running, and are really happy when I tell them that they've rubbed off on me. You know who you are...

Sometimes, I like runnning! It's not my favorite pastime in PE, but running is fun!

My favorite times to run: games.

Anyone out there run a half-marathon before?  Even a marathon? (I know some people who fit these categories.) You guys rock!

There's this woman named Diane Van Deren runs over a hundred miles a day! That is truly amazing! =D

My Sis Just Wrote a Song...

Hammering in the block
Fix my ship

She wrote this as she was playing with Legos. =D

This is her first song, btw.

Hey, I was on Vacay...

...so I couldn't update you. Sorry!

BTW, I've heard a lot of nasty stuff about cheerleaders in my whole life: about how they're snobby and make people feel bad. I've never been a cheerleader, but hello? They're supposed to do the opposite! And it's not exclusive; you don't have  to be popular to join, but you can be. I know this one girl: she's blond, pretty, and popular, and, contrary to the stereotype, she's nice and smart. She was a cheerleader.

This came up 'cause I was reading some stuff online.

You rock! =D